idk

so i thought my birthday was gonna be pretty lame this year.not only were my friends 4 hours away and unable to celebrate with me, but half my family was four hours away as well. joy had camp on monday and so mom drove her up friday so he can pack the van full with stuff. so i was here, friendle with g-ma, will, and Dad. dad and i had to get a few thing from the store and so he let me pick out my birthday cake. it was very,very pretty, but mom:
remind me next time why i shouldn't get a store-cake. although it was very nice in looks, it was a bit dry underneathall the frosting. and milk was my friend while i was eating it. it was ok,like it wasen't unbearably dry but it didn't have the warm, homey feel...or rather taste that you get when you make it yourself.
i just wanted everything this year. to go to the movies,the mall, i wanted money,and a locket and all this crazy-expensive stuff. but in the end, i got money(which was what i told everyone was thr main thing i told everyone i wanted:to spend on what i pleased), a nice dinner out with the family, a surprise gift from a friend that i havent't talked to scense school(it was a little address book, 20 all the time stamps and an invite to be her penpal so we never loose touch.and a letter that had very,very kind words.), Dad also got me this cool bag for my bike. and he bought my ticket when we went to see G.I. Joe, which by the way was AWESOME! i loved it. and they set the end up purfectly for the next one.

now that i think about it,i feel kinda bad for my behavior over the last few days. i don't think i really nag much but i thing i might have gotten on everyones nerves. i'm not going to go into details because i wouldn't be able to explain what i was in a frenzied fit over right. so i'm leaving this post at that.